BOYFRIEND

I've been staying in hostel since I were in form one and nothing ever bothers me but this time around, this issues really get into my brain and stuck there. Issue => BOYFRIEND.

I'm sure people that know me very well realize the fact that I'm neither a Jiwang-nis nor a person who got some extra time for this Rabu-rabu (Love-love) thingy. Most of my time are for myself, friends and my fandom. So, why bother ? Don't worry la, Okasan. I'm fine here =D

The reason why I'm writing this post is because my mum kept on asking me who's I'm out with, with whom I phoned (cos I didn't answer her phone call - which is because I'm eating) and to with whom I'm being friend with. Lol mum XD Though I'm 110% sure that you will not read this post, but i want you to know that I know you are worried of me having boyf but mum, you can relax cos your baby girl (I like to call myself Baby Jart, sometimes) is still single and as solo as possible.

I'm often asked, don't you want a boyf ? It's U life now and everyone having boyf. I realized the fact that everyone started having boyf but if you don't have one, does that make you a LOSER or something?? Sometimes I asked myself, Yeah, why not? Having a boyf sounds fine. Before this I would just answer myself with, I'm still a student. I need to put my priority on my studies. Then when I graduated with flying colours and entered University I said to myself, I'm only a foundation students. It's still too early for love. Now, I'm already in my degree years but I still don't feel like having. This made me realize that all the reasons that I've been giving myself is just plain reason to hide the fact that I'm still not ready to accept someone else in my life. Maybe, I still love him. 

Saying that words after claiming I'm not a jiwang-nis person is like saying I'm Tackey's wife (ridiculous la maksudnya) So, I better stop writing this before it gets more and more jiwang-ish. K, thanks for still updating yourself to me. Bye-bye. Matta~~~~!! =D

P/S : Kepada Atie (kalau kau baca post merepek nih) aku tgh jiwang pelik nih sbb tuh aku post benda merepek ni atau mungkin ade jin yg rasuk aku n taip bende nih? Jgn kutuk aku jiwang2 karat sudoh. Suma org ade time jiwang2 pelik k. (KAU PUNNN~~!!)